I'm a little pissed off right now, but it will pass... here's why;
Me and a friend of mine, well, we had a mutual friend. He seemed like a really nice guy. Very sweet, supportive, and so forth. I got into a little trouble last year, and he stepped in to help me out - which I am very grateful for, and told him so. However, while he was helping me, he proceeded to try and poison me against our mutual friend (I'm not mentioning any names, because those who know about this are the only ones that need to know exactly what's going on). Of course I was upset about his negative feelings towards her, and I told him so - he used words like "irresponsible" and "self-centered" and told me she really didn't care that much about me. I knew this to be FALSE, and told him so - he continued to argue, so I stopped speaking to him.
Fast forward to a YEAR later, and suddenly he's trying to reach out again. His claims about ME are humorous and immature. I have never been anything but TOTALLY HONEST about my feelings towards my friends - if I've had problems with them (her), I go directly to the source of the problem - knowing that's the only way to truly solve it. He, on the other hand, likes to spread stories and lies to make himself out to be the good guy. It's effing ridiculous. He remembers things in a screwed up and twisted manner. However, I KNOW the truth - and it's amusing to me that he's suddenly there again when the person in question is doing well in her career. Where was he for the last year? Why wasn't he trying to "patch things up" then? Why wait all this time? I'll tell you why - because unlike me, he has hidden motives and wants to use them to his best abilities. Get over it and move on asshole. You can't say that kind of shit about people behind their backs and expect it to be okay. It's NOT okay. You talked out of both sides of your mouth and got burned - this is why you don't do that to your "friends"... because one day, you're going to pay for it.
We've moved on, and the only reason I'm upset right now is because, again, he's consciously trying to break up something awesome because he can't have it.
Oh well, like I said, the truth has already been stated - and we're done with it. He has no way to contact ME anymore, and I have no worries about my relationship with her. So, whatever.
*D*
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